"EUU" (me) U you

2011-05-11T14:45:00.000-04:00

head ache

dry mouth

a person regarded as unpleasant, contemptible, or wicked

2010-06-14T16:08:00.003-04:00

i was just told...

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just take a look at typical |ˈtipikəl|

adjectivehaving the distinctive qualities of a particular type of person or thing : a typical day | a typical example of 1930s art deco | typical symptoms. See note at normal .• characteristic of a particular person or thing : he brushed the incident aside with typical good humor.• informal showing the characteristics expected of or popularly associated with a particular person, situation, or thing : “Typical woman!” John said disapprovingly.• representative as a symbol; symbolic : the pit is typical of hell.

white |(h)wīt|

adjective1 of the color of milk or fresh snow, due to the reflection of most wavelengths of visible light; the opposite of black : a sheet of white paper.• approaching such a color; very pale : her face was white with fear.• figurative morally or spiritually pure; innocent and untainted : he is as pure and white as the driven snow.• (of a plant) having white flowers or pale-colored fruit.• (of a tree) having light-colored bark.• (of wine) made from white grapes, or dark grapes with the skins removed, and having a yellowish color.• Brit. (of coffee or tea) served with milk or cream.• (of glass) transparent; colorless.• (of bread) made from a light-colored, sifted, or bleached flour.2 (also White) belonging to or denoting a human group having light-colored skin (chiefly used of peoples of European extraction) : a white farming community.• of or relating to such people : white Australian culture.3 historical counter-revolutionary or reactionary. Contrasted with red (sense 2).noun1 white color or pigment : garnet-red flowers flecked with white | the woodwork was an immaculate white.• white clothes or material : he was dressed from head to foot in white.• ( whites) white clothes, esp. as worn for playing tennis, or as naval uniform, or in the context of washing : wash whites separately.• white wine.• ( White) the player of the white pieces in chess or checkers.• the white pieces in chess.• a white thing, in particular the white ball (the cue ball) in billiards.• the outer part (white when cooked) that surrounds the yolk of an egg; the albumen.• white bread : tuna on white.2 the visible pale part of the eyeball around the iris.3 (also White) a member of a light-skinned people, esp. one of European extraction.4 [with adj. ] a white or cream butterfly that has dark veins or spots on the wings. It can be a serious crop pest. • Pieris and other genera, family Pieridae. See also cabbage white .
dog |dôg|noun1 a domesticated carnivorous mammal that typically has a long snout, an acute sense of smell, and a barking, howling, or whining voice. It is widely kept as a pet or for work or field sports. • Canis familiaris, family Canidae (the dog family); probably domesticated from the wolf in the Mesolithic period. The dog family also includes the wolves, coyotes, jackals, and foxes.• a wild animal of the dog family.• the male of an animal of the dog family, or of some other mammals such as the otter : [as adj. ] a dog fox.• (in extended and metaphorical use) referring to behavior considered to be savage, dangerous, or wildly energetic : he bit into the chop voraciously, like a dog.2 [often with adj. ] informal a person regarded as unpleasant, contemptible, or wicked (used as a term of abuse) : come out, Michael, you dog!• [with adj. ] dated used to refer to a person of a specified kind in a tone of playful reproof, commiseration, or congratulation : you lucky dog!• used in various phrases to refer to someone who is abject or miserable, esp. because they have been treated harshly : I make him work like a dog | Rob was treated like a dog.• informal derogatory a woman regarded as unattractive.• informal a thing of poor quality; a failure : a dog of a movie.3 short for firedog .4 a mechanical device for gripping.5 ( dogs) informal feet : if only I could sit down and rest my tired dogs.verb ( dogged |ˈdɔgəd|, dogging |dɔgɪŋ|) [ trans. ]1 follow (someone or their movements) closely and persistently : photographers seemed to dog her every step.• (of a problem) cause continual trouble for : their finance committee has been dogged by controversy.2 ( dog it) informal act lazily; fail to try one's hardest.3 grip (something) with a mechanical device : [ trans. ] she has dogged the door shut.

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2010-06-14T12:56:00.002-04:00

Ingmar Bergman's SCENES FROM A MARRIAGE

2010-06-14T12:51:00.002-04:00

regurgitation and reiteration

yardsale performances in march. @ mobius.

10 feet up on a window sill, 4 months of grease/fat/leftover.

book coming ...eventually.

untitled

2010-03-30T03:24:00.002-04:00

so we then we can we do something ?

untitled

2010-03-30T03:19:00.001-04:00

so we then we can we do something ?

Tomb of the Finger

2010-03-12T15:06:00.003-05:00

"As you go from Megalopolis to Messene," writes Pausanias, "after advancing about seven stades, there stands on the left of the highway a sanctuary of the goddesses. They call the goddesses themselves, as well as the district around the sanctuary, Maniae (Madnesses). In my view this is a surname of the Eumenides; in fact they say that it was here that madness overtook Orestes as punishment for shedding his mother's blood. Not far from the sanctuary is a mound of earth, of no great size, surmounted by a finger made of stone; the name, indeed, of the mound is the Tomb of the Finger. Here it is said, Orestes on losing his wits bit off one finger of one of his hands. Adjoining this is another, called Acé, (Remedies) because in it Orestes was cutred of his malady. Here too there is a sanctuary for the Eumenides. The story is that, when these goddesses were about to put Orestes out of his mind, they appeared to him black; but when he had bitten off his finger they seemed to him again to be white and he recovered his senses at the sight.

dripping

2010-02-16T20:25:00.001-05:00

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wandering around aimlessly in non wilderness

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watch out for cough drops

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good advice

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dignant>?

2010-02-16T18:42:00.013-05:00

bishop grey p ants
sui t and tie

trip hop beat
iron ic phantom of the opera soundtrack
ear rings

dump truck in the background
yellow place mats in his kitchen
em pty b ot tle of gin
dine indoors with that cat you have

hate on dimension three
ignoring the pope (not that one)
soft gristle undertone

major d ave
inside
new to it all
do ne with the rest

"tuten" bis mein Glatteis schmelzen

2010-02-16T16:26:00.005-05:00

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find your weight.
the scales are open.
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under some dirt
a pirates song
singing to a flapping flag in the salty breeze
no ocean to be seen
scratching a chin or 2 or 3
thinking of things or 2s or 3s
its cement
concrete
under a house
theres no flag pole
singing to the stomps on the kitchen floor

2010-01-17T06:37:00.001-05:00

Jan 22 @ fnordbox

2010-01-16T06:26:00.003-05:00

blah i fucked this post up.

well yeah, excuse my language. sometimes i can get little over the edge. oh oh oh.

lets get breakfast now.

2009-12-29T06:19:00.000-05:00

Hey, I'm going to sleep now.

superfishing

2009-11-15T19:03:00.002-05:00

The spring triumph: No training wheels!

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1-100

no piss

no time to piss

cough for police action

rumor hasn't that i'm in the mode

voyeur if you '' re cannot recall

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nod

quietly though.

sim

ply 9 fort if eye donut dental damn nit with.
have i ever told you i will go either direction depending on the position pointed and depth into way?

I COULD BE HAPPY.

2009-11-12T21:34:00.002-05:00

CLICK IMAGE TO ENLARGE

TOMORROW.
I COULD BE HAPPY.

ESTONIA KULTURE

2009-11-02T21:05:00.000-05:00

http://www.kultuuritehas.ee/residency/artists.html

eyes

2009-11-02T12:30:00.002-05:00

Black eye.

I fought a toilet on halloween.

I got my 4 pin molex connectors in the mail a few days ago. hopefully these LFOs will be done today.

born against me

2009-10-26T14:32:00.004-04:00

im in my studio.

my glasses are broken.

mouser is confusing.

i cannot get around how miserable my life becomes when my glasses start to wither away, become these flopping see=saw puzzles for my face and then eventually turn me into a vaseline covered tube.

again

2009-10-26T10:31:00.002-04:00

it is monday october 26th. i am in my bed. it is 10:34 am. i have no pants on. i want the bagel that is on the other side of the room. i have no money. i am hungry. i am late for class.

2009-08-25T12:30:00.002-04:00

wait-less

weightless

timeless

pointless

divine

follower

none

2009-08-25T12:29:00.000-04:00

ever and anon

2009-05-08T16:43:00.002-04:00

still

pivot

follow

shallow

xor

coined

pivot

shallow

taught

2009-03-26T03:16:00.003-04:00

b
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2009-02-13T13:48:00.003-05:00

I've become obsessed with The Wire. I don't know how or why. I just have just ridiculous obsession with Baltimore, I'm already almost fully though the second season, been watching for merely 2 weeks.

I miss boston. I miss my boston friends. I want to go back up there.

2009-02-03T13:30:00.001-05:00

another day another seizure.

her.

2009-01-20T04:55:00.001-05:00

bad weekend.

good performances.

good people.

bad news.

good books.

good tapes.

all i want to say.

the past stays with you. you can't forget all of your memories.

Bohemian Fair Lawn, NJ.

2009-01-14T06:55:00.000-05:00

oh the homeland.

dancing princesses...?

2009-01-14T06:46:00.001-05:00

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huh?

2009-01-14T05:31:00.004-05:00

Along with all of the ridiculous projects and ideas floating around in my head, which I am often very reluctant to or will not at all share with other people (at least not in full detail) because of some fear my ideas will be 'copied' or 'criticized?' (?) and I get all nervous and afraid I won't be unique... shit I'm rambling again.

Well anyway I was trying

to say I'm going to try to get a Record Lathe. "record cutter" to cut my own records... but I'll be experimenting with cutting and making different objects with it. yes.

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I also just found an old Earth Sound Research - Stagemaster 2000 PA system through craigslist for $25!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT!!!!! right?! I wonder if its working. I'm picking it up tomorrow. For some reason I love Earth gear. My vertical 4 x 10 cabs were Earth also.

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damn I wish the composition box when you are actually typing writing fucking making a post wasn't so fucking small. its so hard to use. damn. ugh.

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In other sound related news I should be finished with the next EUU tape within the month. Side A is 1 long track of very low, slow moving, drone with some movement intersection. I will describt it a bit more indepth when I'm not falling asleep. Side B will be (not finished yet) a large experiment of analog tape, cutting, voice, analog delay loops, records, handcut records and externalization and encapsulation of the self. Packaging still undetermined.

-I just asked Crank Sturgeon if he wanted to work together on a project in the not toooo distant future.

-Nathan and I will be collaborating sometime in the future probably.

-I will eventually be getting to releasing a tape of his solo synth work on YOUDONTLIKEIT.

-When David gets back from Berlin I'm going to talk to him about the same.

-Stefan also...

-Anddd I will be trying to play more I people wanna drive me. haa.

life in nj. what can i say?

2009-01-14T02:19:00.002-05:00

I have not posted in a bit again. I am slacking and keeping myself busy with a lot of other interesting things.

This past week...

yays___

Hanging out with Kay, experiencing the amazing rambling of her mom, and helping her move into Bushwick.

Kay buying me rabbit and lamb sausage at a nice restaurant by her apartment.

New records- Panicsville/Inflatable Alterboys split 12"; a fucking 2 minute long Bloodyminded cd (kinda bummed on it being 2 minutes long); 2 black metal cassettes, can't remember the names because they are ridiculous and I'm taking a shit right now.

New glasses that are rather large. Graphite frame. Old man. Blind.

umm thats all thats good.

Nays___

I got rejected from the performance event coming up this sunday (everyone should go anyways because it will be awesome and I'm still going regardless to watch)

I locked myself out of Kay's apartment at 4am while drunk to smoke a cigarette and she was asleep. I didn't have my phone or anything on me and she wouldn't respond to me banging on her window. I sat there for about an hour, hour & 1/2? Kinda sucked. I actually went across the street to the corner store and called her from the guy behind the counter's phone about 10 times (and bought another beer) and she didn't pick up. Finally after banging the window for 5 minutes, after the approximate 1.5 hours was over, she answered...

I think I have the worst luck ever?

I also threw up from looking at my dog's food while feeding him about 5 minutes after taking my medicine today and I semi-freaked out and called my doctor trying to asked about taking more medicine or not but there was no answer. I took some more anyway.

ahh.

what a life.

2009-01-05T03:34:00.003-05:00

Its 3:30 am. I'm going to drink orange juice and finally send it my proposal to Siri about the performance event in brooklyn coming up in a few weeks.

I just went to see a film in the theaters called "Slumdog Millionaire" I think. A bit depressing yet had some funny parts also. I would recommend it to everyone. (unless you hate foreign films for some ridiculous reason)

My cellphone is becoming more and more dramatic by the hour and it acting like such a priss. It developing human characteristics towards me and my then interaction with others.

Ugh.

Had a shitty weekend aside for hanging out with Wes and Sean and Wyatt and Riad and John and Bekim in the van back from Boston. We defined the new term 'playing basketball'.

dfsd;d;d;fgdn;jfdn;jfdjndfndf. the yelow paper is nice. my jigsaw puzzle is almost done.

OH! Jess and Nathan gave me a reel to reel tape machine so now I have 4! Its a Tascam 22-4 I believe.

So that is good. Haven't used it yet. I Have a very nice project planned for it.

beep beep stall hello? shoe size 10 wire hanger and drum roll stomach dishes to wash

2008-12-30T06:15:00.003-05:00

One more day left in this year. Finally 2008 is ending. Lately I haven't been dividing time into its generalized classifications. I have been living in this day by day goto sleep when I'm tired (usually around 6 AM) and wake up and get out of bed when it happens (approximately 3 PM).

I finished a new recording. I believe its about 15-20 minutes long? 3 tracks of synthesizer/oscillator drone and pulse manipulation record on tape. I'm finally satisfied with a recording I did. I'm just a bit upset that my 4-track Reel-to-Reel tape machine isn't recording on its fourth track. It's rather annoying. I had to combine my last 2 tracks into the third channel(left side)... blah.

I'll probably transfer it to tape when I wake up or in 2009.

I can't stop checking out the VVORK blog . Well, I guess I've doing that for about 2 years now.

And I'm leaving for Boston for about a week in 12 hours. FUN!

NERVE NET NOISE!

okay. bye blog and readers, bye 2008.

paradise

2008-12-23T05:53:00.000-05:00

now...?

when you sleep

2008-12-22T07:43:00.003-05:00

bed at 7:44 am.

my bloody valentine playing on my computer to me. i just wrote a 4 page long letter to my mother. i hope its well received. or moreover i hope she understands.

i like write better than i type.

i might type faster though.

ah, whatever.

it just is.

7:49 now.

i need to relax

2008-12-03T04:54:00.002-05:00

need to get my sleep schedule straightened out.

i also talk on Skype a lot. a lot.

freedom, oppression, exploitation.

2008-12-02T03:56:00.013-05:00

2008-12-02T03:18:00.003-05:00

"LIFEWITHOUTME" a new russian film directed by joseph john piece of waste.

2008-11-30T03:03:00.000-05:00

another horrid day in the night of joseph john.

what to do with myself?

the majority of all people are completely inadequate to even communicate with.

the majority of the people I communicate with are inadequate to me.

FOOL

shake rattle and roll.

2008-11-29T20:04:00.000-05:00

Joseph Sledgianowski
7:57 PM
hello
8:00 PM

i hate today
8:01 PM

it all started because i cannot drink grapefruit juice
8:01 PM

yeah i have epilepsy
8:01 PM

yeah i have to take wonder drugs
8:02 PM

yeah these drugs cause reactions with of all things grapefruit and grapefruit juice.
8:02 PM

i bet these drugs dont even work
8:03 PM

convincing people
8:03 PM

what a wonderful job.
8:03 PM

pump them full of saline then tell them to take that wonder placebo.
8:04 PM

gloreous life i live.

homeland.

2008-11-24T14:20:00.000-05:00

I'm now living in New Jersey. What an interesting and often boring situation. I moved down here....

yes.

My depression hit a nice point tonight. such an awkward situation I guess I allowed myself to be brought into. A party of eccentric children, I believe I was the only sober person there.

I saw 3- 5 people I actually wanted or could feel comfortable around. Just wondering around, staring off into the void of worthless them. I am the follower I needed a latch, my care was below all of them's recognition. No worry.

It is so interesting this grapevine as some call it how the secondhand information revolving, weaving in, in and out. Does it feel good? Molest collection felt me the need doesn't and I hear this ignorance, just profusely augment Joseph John Sledgianowski's disdain. Fucked. Go to it and speak. I know. Come on this is it, it is exactly what I am saying, what this is that I am exactly saying says it on and on it I am it.

rationally grounded commonsense. All that is implied and outspoken that I eventually welcome, entertain, - idealism. Thank you.

people.

2008-11-24T14:18:00.000-05:00

hey,

who reads this?

i'm interested.

can you comment and tell me?

i would be happy to find out.

awis

2008-10-27T00:48:00.000-04:00

4 hits while I'm asleep.

I piss

I know its from withdrawal.

I should probably just stop leaving my room.

why am I talking to a blog?

life without god

2008-10-21T13:55:00.000-04:00

someone take care of me

talk to me. listen to me. talk to me. listen to me.

2008-10-20T20:18:00.000-04:00

Ethanol is the most widely used depressant in the world, and has been for thousands of years. This sense underlies the term alcoholism (addiction to alcohol).

wake up in that alleyway with your pants at you ankles, orifices crusted with this

"click"

baby, weren't we just exchanging secrets?

3 in a month.

2008-10-11T23:54:00.000-04:00

I'm sitting on a hospital bed here at Beth Israel Medical Center. I had another seizure immediately upon exiting the school after work at 7:30. I banged up my head and hip quite a bit. I would really like to get out of here and goto sleep in my own bed. We just discussed that its almost mandatory that I make a sooner appointment to see my neurologist, like this Tuesday, and if I can't see her then I can schedule with the Urgent-Care Neurology Dept. here at Beth Israel.

I am going to take the week off of school and I might drop a class. I really don't want to die.

woops. well.

2008-10-11T18:35:00.001-04:00

This is me. I was on a stupid vice website. Why am I always getting photographed and thrown online and into photo webzine cool hip burger with sausage. McSwizzle. Pommes McFrites Yes ma'am '..gziz..' maybe I should just drink myself to sleep and write a report on testosterone instead of human universals and primate societies. love me god, love me. love me.

yeah my life. ugh.

2008-10-11T18:34:00.000-04:00

oh this.

2008-10-11T18:21:00.000-04:00

I have a blog. I forgot. I think I will start writing, ahem, typing in it again. I guess I only posted once previously, but this feels a bit more personal than houseofquality so maybe I can do what I want to do here. Probably not. Whatever.

I will most likely have a nervous breakdown within the next 48 hours. It will be interesting. I mean my mental functioning not the actual activities.

I've gotten into this motion of just basically ignoring mostly everything or distracting myself from whatever it is so I don't pay too much attention, get too attached, etc. It has interesting effects; I don't remember much, generally peoples' names, past experiences people bring up, a great deal of trivial information. Possibly I'm just afraid of some sort of overload. I feel so limited now.

look at this.

2007-03-12T16:29:00.000-04:00

so.

this is a first post to mark something. yeah. yeah.

word.